I’m about rant so prepare yourselves. Today has been the worst day. It has been a blatant reminder of how poorly I’ve been treated throughout this entire situation. It has shown me how big of a liar you are. How heartless and inconsiderate you are. I have done nothing but try and be kind to you…
I’m about rant so prepare yourselves. Today has been the worst day. It has been a blatant reminder of how poorly I’ve been treated throughout this entire situation. It has shown me how big of a liar you are. How heartless and inconsiderate you are. I have done nothing but try and be kind to you and you treat me worse than you’d treat a stranger. Even strangers get more respect from you than I do. I spent almost of my teenage years with you and the first chunk of my college career with you. We promised each other forever. The next day, you were done with me. Threw me out like yesterday’s garbage. And now you ignore me, refuse to talk to me when we’re in a car of 3 people, and are spending one on one time with another girl and all. I don’t care if you’ve moved on. Congrats. You’re someone else’s problem now. But, I do have feelings and your coldness towards me is stomping all over them. I am still healing, but if you at least treated me like a human being, I would be able to heal faster. But for some reason that is impossible for you. I would just like to point out that you broke up with me so you could be a more Godly man. Well, would a Godly man treat ANY PERSON the way you are treating me? No. He would not. You, Mr. Christian Man, need to take a goood look at Romans chapter 12 and reevaluate what you’re doing with your life. Or just turn to any page in the Bible. God is love and you are hate. You dish out nothing but hate towards me, the person who was your best friend, the love of your life a mere 3 months ago. 3 months. I never thought people could change that fast or lost all feelings of another person so quickly. But, you have a selfish heart and you only care about yourself. I still cry every now and again because what we had was pure, great, rare, and amazing. Not to mention the fact that I’m human and have feelings. As I’ve discovered, you do not have feelings. You through away everything we had and didn’t look back. You’ve moved on to someone else, treat me like garbage, and avoid me like the plague. I’m okay that we’re over and I’ve accepted it. I know now that I deserve so much better than you. Someone who, regardless of whether we stay together forever or not, would still treat me with decency and respect. Anyone who would do that is better than you. I’m tired of crying over someone who doesn’t have the slightest care in the world over me. If something happened to me, you’d probably breathe a sigh of relief. You’re an evil that I will escape and not be overcome by. But, I will still treat you with goodness, kindness, respect, and decency because that’s the Christian woman I am. “Be not overcome by evil, but overcome evil with good.” -Romans 12:21 “A new commandment I give to you, that you love one another: just as I have loved you, you also are to love one another. By this all people will know that you are my disciples, if you have love for one another.” -John 13:34-35
I can still see you, this ain’t the best view, on the outside looking in. I’ve been a lot of lonely places. I’ve never been on the outside.
What is wrong with you? You say you want to be friends, you want to do things with me, you want to talk to me. But, all you do is ignore and avoid me. What happened to you? You’ve become a liar and a self-righteous jerk. You care about nothing but yourself. How did I go from being your everything to being absolutely nothing to you?